Mom always said, you have to make your own good time.
I was thinking about that 80% happy that i'm supposed to have now that i'm left hand heavy and i realized, it's not his responsibility. it's mine. it's only taken me more than 29 years. How slow am i?? funny how people can beat you over the head with something but unless you figure it out on your own, it doesn't mean a thing.
i have another eye-opener to reveal. One person cannot be everything for another. i'm not even sure one can be everything for oneself. But i see nothing wrong with filling what i perceive to be gaps, with others strong suits. Now, the challenge is how to reconcile this with that infernal thing called morals. I best figure out a definition for those but quick.
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